So emo

0218 AM

I thought  I had a great start on Sunday. Got up for a cycle, this time with Mr Pro in Cycling, Fathul. Got a cup of nice coffee, had a great chat about thought provoking ideas, future in medicine etc. Got back drenched in rain and lactic acid. Baked cuppies with leftover ingredients from the previous attempt. But it still felt uneasy.

Think. What else could I do? My brain normally quite good at rummaging for mood lifting ideas.

I thought rewatching the TV show that distracted me during revision time would satisfy me and get rid of this feeling. After 5 episodes of Masterchef Season 3, I got so bored and annoyed with competitive Americans. I thought food might help, so I cooked dinner and had it in front of another episode of Masterchef and become amazed with how strong willed the contestants were. (apparently my annoyance did not last that long.)

I still feel a little 'emo tak tentu pasal'. As I calculated, it's the time of the month when the hormone gets low and the girl gets emo. Talked to my ever so loyal Skype partner who just came back from a sushi feast over St Patricks day, he suggested chocolate and reminded me of muffin. Fact: muffin is my normal dose of happy pills, so I was thankful to be reminded. I decided to take a quick trip to Tesco, with my PJ and flip flop, let the cold air pierced through. And that (the walk in cold air) did help. I brought home pizza, 3 KitKat chunky and a pack of rich tea for future tea sessions. I saw the muffins, but it didn't look that appetising after having it for too much during the revision period.

I had pizza as supper saving the KitKats for later then rolled in bed after washing my teeth. Tossed and turned, weirdly I felt super hot when it's actually freezing cold weather. I had a shower, drank milk, and I wonder why I am still up at this hour? Tolongla tidur, I want to be excited for ENT in the morning =.=

0258 AM