Weddings and/or engagement are overly discussed topic around this time. I am giddy for those who are entering that new phase of life, I am giddy for the wedding preps and event decors. I am giddy to know that my time will soon come...
But I am not always giddy. I am scared. I am nervous. I have too many doubts, in myself, the future partner and the idea of the institution and its constitution. It's kinda wrong to ask but I always feel like asking those who are stepping into it or those who have stepped into it, "How do u know its time? Thats the person? How do u know you're ready?"
Ahh adulthood. It's difficult, it's messy. I wish I could be having this free-of-resposibility-student-life-but-earning-loads-monthly-can-travel-anywhere-meet-anybody kinda life for a long long time.
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